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Well, it's been a few days since I wrote! I've been firiously planning the 2 day raod trip and the 3 week visit to Colorado. I've been dehydrating like a mad woman, growing used to the hum of the machine! With the bags packed, oil changed, tires rotated, kids jazzed and ziploc baggies full of goodies, I think I'm ready! I'm looking forward to seeing my family, it's been since Christmas since we have been together.
I'm just going to take eating raw one meal at a time. I'm not going ...

I’m going to ramble here, but I’ve been thinking… (How many times do I say that ???) Do you think that it is possible to manifest your thoughts in a physical way? With this I mean, (personally) can we actually create and “outside” that is a reflection of how we feel inside? Sometimes I think that my feelings of fear/disillusionment/sadness/darkness/etc/etc have “made” my outside. (Back to the mirror thing… bear with me… ) when I look in the mirror, I see someone who is in pain. I can ...

Star, I agree with you, it is very difficult to change how we see ourselves in spite of changes. I find myself asking, "Is my mind that powerful?" Are there really changes that I simply don't see? Why on Earth would I do that to myself? Why wouldn't I see that which I so want to see? I'm working at it, saying more positive things (Okay, trying to say more positive things) , but would I still cloud my vision? Could I really neglect the good and only see the bad? You and I have ...

I guess I'm gonna fess up,I have some disappointments. In the BIG picture, they aren't too big, but it's an every day thing that I battle. I didn't have weight to loose, in fact I needed to gain some. I haven't. I've tried, but I can't. I know, I know, I'm famous for (Well, not really famous, but you know) saying "accept yourself as you are... give it time...trust your body..." I feel like saying "Blah, blah, blah" here to myself. I feel like a hypocrit!! I wouldn't mind ...

So, I can eat an entire batch of cookies in 1 day! Wow! they were good! My girls and Q liked them too, so really, I'm not totally to blame! Next time I will use something other than banana. The consistancy was like that of jerky, pretty chewy. Much more so that fruit leather. I was looking for a "chruch", so I think I'll try them next go around with mango or something. The coconut and pineapple were great though!
I'm moving from the fat/melon fest to just a fest. I ...