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אם הייתי אבן בחוף הים.
הגל תמיד בא הים ממשיך לזרום
הגל בא ומכה
זה כואב
לפעמים יש סערה ...

I wanna realse all these thoughts all these consepts in my mind.
I'm sick and tired of thinking about how I look... or rather how I don't look.
I'm sick and tired of getting myself down. of putting the show light on the bad things in me. the sad things the things im not complete with.
I wanna be complete.
I want te be myself. as I am .
stop judging.
Just be free.
I wanna be !!!!

I'm sick and tired of going raw just to try to get better ...

hello there and good evening darlings...

Just had a talk to someone who cleared some point in me I was wondering about for quite a while ...

bordem.

the one I was fighting like hell knows what. it was my worst enemy of all.
I didn't know what to do. and I usually ate something to "do sonething"... well a habbit.
and recentlly Eating back raw 100 % and moving to a new house with a lovely partner who supports me. I can ...

hello

It's really comforting and fun to have this comuunity here.. I really feel a great relief and love comming back here from time to time...

I believe I will get more time now to visit :)

so since I've last wrote I've been through quite a lot of things in my life =)
as far as i remember I've wrote about finding a true mate true love in the desert...
traveling a lot and trying to find my spot...
growing up and taking myself out ...

אהוב. כמה שנים לא שמעתי ממך. כמה שנים לא ראיתי אותך. כמה שנים לא יצא לי להרגיש אותך
מחבק . ...