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I made it today!!! Yeah!!!

It was again, a pretty difficult day to get through. I began with my banana/apple with water drink (on my way to work). At noon I ate a few bites of a lara bar. A carrot on the way home. I was so tired and so hungry when I got home. My dh offered to take me to Souper Salad. I happily agreed. I ate a "masive" plate of salad with all healthy raw stuff on it. Balsamic vinegar & oil. (I know the balsamic is not raw, but hey, the rest was). ...

I am struggling here........

I don't know why I am having such a hard time getting back in the saddle, as it were. I was determined to get back to the right path yesterday (Monday). I did. I had my morning drink. Carrot and apple with flax seeds in my majic bullet. I had that on the drive to work . At noon, I ate an apple. At 2 (that's when I am officially off) I ate 2 carrots and another apple on the way home. I was so hungry when I got home, I fell asleep. When my dh came home ...

I am sad to say I am starting over. I feel I have to "come clean" and put it all in writing so I might take responsibility for what I have done and try to make peace with myself and find my way back to being "good". I have to admit that I feel physically awful and mentally down. I have to find the power to turn myself around and put myself back on the raw path, which, honestly makes me feel better and happier.

I thought I was on the other side of my addiction finally. ...

Happy 4th of July!!

It was indeed a happy 4th of July for me because I was off from work. Yeah!! I got to sleep in which is always nice. It has been raining like crazy for days now. It is ok because I don't have to drive in it. The rain stopped late afternoon so the fire works displays went on as scheduled. I am not crazy about all the fireworks everyone does around the neighborhood because my dog suffers from anxiety. She goes crazy with Thunder & lightening, and fireworks. ...

Rain, rain go away.......that's what I used to say.


Now that I am in a new lifestyle....a marvelous raw lifestyle, I still might say "darn it" However, I also say Thank God for the rain. With this raw lifestyle comes a positive attitude. An attitude of gratitude. If we stop to think that there are places that are not lucky enough to be getting any at all. In some places, Plants, animals and people thirst for water and the growth of vital foods of life that water ...