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Boy today was rough. Surrounded by pastries, cookies, scones, coffee, people brining in french fries for lunch....the smells just about did me in. BUT..I stayed strong. God it was hard. Probably the hardest day yet. Came home and ate 1/2 tbs of maple syrup hard lolol.

Did the SWF this morning. This will be the last day. i almost threw up doing it this morning. It really is vile. Can't do it again. Plus the salt is so harsh on my system I feel dehydrated all day. Weighed ...

OK. I want food. Not that I'm hungry, not that i'm craving anything particular...but I would really like to eat again. I miss eating.

Other than that...feeling great this morning. Lots of energy, moods are uplifted, feeling balanced and in tune with the world.

Down to 109.8 which is 6.8 lbs since Sunday. Not too bad. I still have 4 more days to go! Since I seem to be losing 1.5lbs roughly a day, I should be around 103-104 when I'm done. Seems kinda small eh? ...

Owwww my tummy feels yukky today. Too many laxatives I think. Gonna lay off the tea this morning and drink peppermint instead. Other than that I feel OK. My tongue doesn't feel as pasty, and is not as white as yesterday. Little smatterings of hunger pangs this morning on the way to work, but I'm going to drink my tea and try to feel better. Again, I didn't finish all of my juice yesterday so I cut it down by 10oz. I'm at 111.8 now anyways so 50oz is just under the recommended dosage as set ...

Down to 112.2 YAY! Feel AMAZING today! Ton's of energy, clear headed, light! I am finally not chained to food! I love this feeling! I didn't even finish all my juice yesterday cause I was just not hungry! This is awesome. Yippie!

BM's are VERY loose and watery. Should I be worried? I'm going to go for 3 L of water today to make sure I don't get dehydrated.

Tongue is still yukky and white....can't wait for pink!

I got the tongue pasties!! YUK ...

WOW I feel weak/tired/drained today. I hope its just crap getting out of my system and not something more serious. I am drinking 3 liters of water daily as well as my 2 l of lemonade. I might up my lemonade if I keep feeling weak like this. I've only been losing 1lb a day, thought it would be more...oh well.

Weird thing I've noticed today is that everything seems surreal. You know? Like when you're in a dream and things are super sharp and in slo-mo? Ya thats me today. AND ...