Amberly
10-18-2005, 04:39 PM
The other day, just to prove to myself that I'm not a fanatic, I had a slice of sproued grain bread. I didn't really want it much, but for a couple of days I had been trying to persuade myself to eat something not raw, but just couldn't. I know that sounds crazy, but I felt that I needed to prove to myself that I was making a choice rather than following some rule that I had set for myself.
So I had a raw sandwhich, but on Ezekiel bread. Mistake. Is is a gateway drug. The bread led to ketchup and more bread and more ketchup, and then I found myself pinching off pieces of macaroni from the fridge.
I didn't actually get a plate of it, because then I wouldn't be able to manipulate myself into thinking that I hadn't really done any harm. I did though. I felt huge and sluggish. And it actually tasted pretty good.
Oh! And I had a piece of regular wheat bread that I usually love, and it was so awful and chewy and tasteless. I get sick thinking about it, but I'll want some of the sprouted grain tonight.
Beware the gateway drugs!!!
So I had a raw sandwhich, but on Ezekiel bread. Mistake. Is is a gateway drug. The bread led to ketchup and more bread and more ketchup, and then I found myself pinching off pieces of macaroni from the fridge.
I didn't actually get a plate of it, because then I wouldn't be able to manipulate myself into thinking that I hadn't really done any harm. I did though. I felt huge and sluggish. And it actually tasted pretty good.
Oh! And I had a piece of regular wheat bread that I usually love, and it was so awful and chewy and tasteless. I get sick thinking about it, but I'll want some of the sprouted grain tonight.
Beware the gateway drugs!!!