k8sl8
08-04-2010, 10:46 AM
I have been raw since this spring; as close to 100% as is possible with local limitations.:( I really have very few cravings; nothing serious.
I have been living alone since April as DH was working in another state. I recently went to visit. SO.... after he picked me up at the airport we went 'out' to a buffet (he's tall, thin and healthy, lol). I had no problem sticking with the salad and o/v dressing, but as I walked around just to see what was really there (a very large place with 8 or 9 islands of food) I became overwhelmed. I actually had a mini panic attack. It was really amazing. I wasn't really tempted, but just feelings of something close to revulsion.
Same thing happened to me the first trip thru the "rest of the aisles" at the super market. Just an overall feeling; actually caused tears to form.
I guess I get it, I was just surprised by the depth and breadth of feelings.
I have been living alone since April as DH was working in another state. I recently went to visit. SO.... after he picked me up at the airport we went 'out' to a buffet (he's tall, thin and healthy, lol). I had no problem sticking with the salad and o/v dressing, but as I walked around just to see what was really there (a very large place with 8 or 9 islands of food) I became overwhelmed. I actually had a mini panic attack. It was really amazing. I wasn't really tempted, but just feelings of something close to revulsion.
Same thing happened to me the first trip thru the "rest of the aisles" at the super market. Just an overall feeling; actually caused tears to form.
I guess I get it, I was just surprised by the depth and breadth of feelings.