lunabear
12-04-2009, 08:07 PM
I haven't really ever fasted to my knowledge. More than three years ago when I was just learning about whole foods and organic foods I tried the Master Cleanse and got very hungry and was overcome by nasty cravings. I do remember that when I finished it (it didn't seem to really help me detox, to my knowledge, although some stomach bloat disappeared) I remember appreciating food.
Appreciation is a powerful thing. I want to appreciate the little things in life (things that are really "the big things" for others elsewhere), to more fully love and empathize with other people, value having clean water to drink and a safe place to live -- things that we in America certainly take for granted.
I am not doing raw food just for the health benefits. Vanity initially motivated me to it (pimples, pimples! Poor me!) but both eliminating the fear of cancer hanging over my near future and empowering myself through eating have been an incredible lesson in my own power to HEAL MYSELF, not just physically, but also emotionally and spiritually.
So I want to fast to regain my sense appreciation. A water fast seems like it would be ideal, but I am not ready for that because, among other things, I have to work right now and I'm afraid I do not yet possess the self control to abstain from the food at work while on a water fast.... and you know, if you worry you "don't have the self control", then you probably don't, because the power of your own mind is very influential in transitioning to raw foods.
On another note, I also want to revitalize my senses. Today I made myself a tall glass of dandelion juice and tried to drink it straight. It was more bitter to me than a glass of crushed aspirin. I managed to get it down only with considerable whining and holding my nose (and swishing it around in the front part of my mouth, to help re-mineralize my teeth and numb my gag reflex). I had a strong feeling of accomplishment afterward, but at the same time it made me very sad to experience my tastebuds revolting against something as natural and beneficial as a glass of green juice. Our ancient green-eating ancestors would be so embarrassed!
But back to the spirit, it's important to recognize that eating a raw vegan diet is a privilege. There are approximately 1 billion people on this planet going hungry at any given time, it seems a trivial thing to complain about the taste of greens. At the same time, I didn't ask to be raised on a diet of junk food and meat, and I'm doing my best to make up for lost time.
Here's where you come in; I need some advice. I can't decide between a juice "feast" OR a green smoothie fast with mostly greens and little fruit (the fiber supposedly helps more than it does in juice form). I am not really sure which one to choose from, but my goal is to change the way by body thinks about greens -- and all food, for that matter. They say that there are spiritual side effects to eating raw food, but I haven't felt them yet, because I'm not sure I've been doing it properly. This seems like a good way to start over and get off on the right foot, and hopefully gain some perspective at the same time.
Merci,
Luna
Appreciation is a powerful thing. I want to appreciate the little things in life (things that are really "the big things" for others elsewhere), to more fully love and empathize with other people, value having clean water to drink and a safe place to live -- things that we in America certainly take for granted.
I am not doing raw food just for the health benefits. Vanity initially motivated me to it (pimples, pimples! Poor me!) but both eliminating the fear of cancer hanging over my near future and empowering myself through eating have been an incredible lesson in my own power to HEAL MYSELF, not just physically, but also emotionally and spiritually.
So I want to fast to regain my sense appreciation. A water fast seems like it would be ideal, but I am not ready for that because, among other things, I have to work right now and I'm afraid I do not yet possess the self control to abstain from the food at work while on a water fast.... and you know, if you worry you "don't have the self control", then you probably don't, because the power of your own mind is very influential in transitioning to raw foods.
On another note, I also want to revitalize my senses. Today I made myself a tall glass of dandelion juice and tried to drink it straight. It was more bitter to me than a glass of crushed aspirin. I managed to get it down only with considerable whining and holding my nose (and swishing it around in the front part of my mouth, to help re-mineralize my teeth and numb my gag reflex). I had a strong feeling of accomplishment afterward, but at the same time it made me very sad to experience my tastebuds revolting against something as natural and beneficial as a glass of green juice. Our ancient green-eating ancestors would be so embarrassed!
But back to the spirit, it's important to recognize that eating a raw vegan diet is a privilege. There are approximately 1 billion people on this planet going hungry at any given time, it seems a trivial thing to complain about the taste of greens. At the same time, I didn't ask to be raised on a diet of junk food and meat, and I'm doing my best to make up for lost time.
Here's where you come in; I need some advice. I can't decide between a juice "feast" OR a green smoothie fast with mostly greens and little fruit (the fiber supposedly helps more than it does in juice form). I am not really sure which one to choose from, but my goal is to change the way by body thinks about greens -- and all food, for that matter. They say that there are spiritual side effects to eating raw food, but I haven't felt them yet, because I'm not sure I've been doing it properly. This seems like a good way to start over and get off on the right foot, and hopefully gain some perspective at the same time.
Merci,
Luna