RawViking
12-04-2009, 03:28 AM
I need some support. Im just comming down from 4 days of eating almost only rubbish! I had been eating only raw for a week, but then I was at a social gathering where they served warm foods. No sweets or nothing like that. Warm vegetarian foods. But, it seemed to trigger something in me, because the next day I had intense cravings for fats and sugars. So, I caved in and started some days of binging. Yesterday was so bad! I ended up eating loads of foods and I felt really bad. Had no energy and I felt really sick. Today, I feel better. Ready to eat raw!
The thing I want some advice and preferably if someone has experience to share, is this addiction. Ive had a difficult relationship to foods sine I was about 8 years old. My sister was an anorectic and I was the counterpart. For years now Ive been stuggeling with this thing. Trying to find a balanced way to eat, and I realy feel that raw is the way to go. But, I dont want to hit myself to hard on th ehead either. If I want to eat some warm foods some rare time, I should do it. But for now it seems that I get triggered and when I get triggered its a downward slope to self pity, guilt and shame for me. Anyone else in here who can share their experience with me and how you have changed? I would be really grateful!:)
Im also trying to buy Alissas book, but the prices for shipping it to Norway are redicolous. The book is 30$, but the price for sending it is over a 100$!!! Im trying to get it on amazon, but cant find someone to send it to my country :(
The thing I want some advice and preferably if someone has experience to share, is this addiction. Ive had a difficult relationship to foods sine I was about 8 years old. My sister was an anorectic and I was the counterpart. For years now Ive been stuggeling with this thing. Trying to find a balanced way to eat, and I realy feel that raw is the way to go. But, I dont want to hit myself to hard on th ehead either. If I want to eat some warm foods some rare time, I should do it. But for now it seems that I get triggered and when I get triggered its a downward slope to self pity, guilt and shame for me. Anyone else in here who can share their experience with me and how you have changed? I would be really grateful!:)
Im also trying to buy Alissas book, but the prices for shipping it to Norway are redicolous. The book is 30$, but the price for sending it is over a 100$!!! Im trying to get it on amazon, but cant find someone to send it to my country :(