Jehote
05-29-2009, 08:27 PM
I have had stomach issues for years. Bad. well, since going vegan, then raw vegan it cleared up, i was doing so good! felt literally like a new person.
well, then i ate a donut. then another. then WTH right? fajitas! and then a lot of other stuff. guess what? i lost control. for about a week and a half or so i lost control.
well today was the day of reconing. the few stomach issues i was having again already kicked in full blown on the heels of a donut gorge on the way to work.
i spent the better part of the day in the lavatory, in pain, wishing i had never gone back. when i was able to leave work early and go home i stopped and bought all my veggies again and came home to a green smoothie heavy on the bananas. im doing better but still hurting.
i wont go into details on my issue, but suffice to say it was the worst it has been in years..
i also learned i am an addict. thats not being dramatic. its the truth. one bite turned to a meal, to a day of S.A.D., to a week, to missing work because im sick again.
starting over. i have to. i know that now.....
matthew
well, then i ate a donut. then another. then WTH right? fajitas! and then a lot of other stuff. guess what? i lost control. for about a week and a half or so i lost control.
well today was the day of reconing. the few stomach issues i was having again already kicked in full blown on the heels of a donut gorge on the way to work.
i spent the better part of the day in the lavatory, in pain, wishing i had never gone back. when i was able to leave work early and go home i stopped and bought all my veggies again and came home to a green smoothie heavy on the bananas. im doing better but still hurting.
i wont go into details on my issue, but suffice to say it was the worst it has been in years..
i also learned i am an addict. thats not being dramatic. its the truth. one bite turned to a meal, to a day of S.A.D., to a week, to missing work because im sick again.
starting over. i have to. i know that now.....
matthew