Detox and then this

[Colorawdo girl]

Hi everyone.I was comforting freshlight about her daughter challenges and who knew I would have my own today.?? I have been detoxxing rapidly and it has been a challenge by itself.Then today had some rough stuff with my grown daughter.Broke my heart.
On top of a bad evening of detox last night.It was very emotionally and mentally upsetting(I guess its back emotional stuff coming up) and was almost too much to handle.
Sometimes life is like this.Thankx for all your love and support here

[Veganforlife]

Oh man! But it's better out than in. All of it. Emotions, feelings, foods, etc. This IS a comforting place...

[GreenVariety]

Sending good thoughs and blessings! ((RAWhugs!!!))

[Colorawdo girl]

Well received.I feel the love,Thank you so much.

[rich.sachs]

i feel sorry for your detox, the same for mine if i let it go a couple of days. but i'll keep coming here and/or to this thread to see how your doing thru it. hopefully i'll be feeling a little better myself tomorrow, well better and better each day actually, but only if i allow myself to detox this evening. i have some major problems myself, but nothing i can't handle, my major problems would be similar in that sense to your daughter challenges. i want to support you and everyone else on here and hopefully get enough back to stimulate me enough to stay raw.

[Colorawdo girl]

Oh thank you.I know that this is my journey through this life and whatever I have I am able to bear it.I look and listen as to what I am to learn and GROW through it.I pray for that wisdom.
I love what a friend above said....better out than in.I am happy its out and leaving me...whatever it is.I just know its blackness and sadness and it is all coming out.I will be better off for that.
I choose.I choose to be getting the stuff out and feeling lousy or feeling lousy because I eat poorly and am so toxic? So I choose clean and healing,however that may look-not too pretty at times.
Daughters are special.The extent I love is the amount I hurt when we have a fallout(albeit temporary).It runs deep for us both.I love her so much and I am working on letting go and also accepting her exactly as she is and exctly as she is not.Wow big job for me.!!!
So here we grooooowwww...weeeeee.

[rich.sachs]

the blackness and sadness for me right now is not having enough that is important to do, in other words the way i'm feeling right now is that i can't do whatever it is that i want to do. but even if i do, it probably wouldn't be all that interesting. for example, i just read in the paper that the democrats were having a monthly meeting at 47 w. robinson st., well i couldn't find them, but then i just read on the internet that it may be at 47 e. robinson, but it just looks like a monthly business meeting or something. nothing all that interesting. but let's stick to the food.

my ego just doesn't want to care about eating raw, it wants to be able to do whatever it wants and be happy. all i can say is i'm going to finish this day on grapefruit and do something with tomorrow when it comes. there's so many interesting and fascinating things to do in life, but such a limited number that i can actually get to. somehow i have to be able to accept what i have when i have it, like right now i get to converse a little bit so i can have the raw day that i want. at least it makes it a little bit easier to communicate about it. after this hour on the internet i will stop by 47 e. robinson to see if there's anything there., then i'm going to the alcoholics anonymous meeting.

tomorrow i want to go to disney world because i have a seasonal pass and i can by pieces of fruit there throughout the day for only one dollar apiece. wish me luck for tomorrow. i'll be sure to check back on this thread as soon as possible.


I choose.I choose to be getting the stuff out and feeling lousy or feeling lousy because I eat poorly and am so toxic? So I choose clean and healing,however that may look-not too pretty at times.

i want to choose clean and healing too, so i'm here trying. but like i told the aa group, i don't want to come back in here and say i failed and i'm starting over again, i am so tired of this. so i'm saying here that i'm not going to fail and come back on this forum and say i'm starting over again, i am going to make it today, and i will make it tomorrow and i will make it raw one day at a time for the rest of my life.

the toxicity that i realize the most is how much my mind rebels against doing the right thing for myself, like eating raw. physically, it's going to be a long, long detox too though.:)

[Colorawdo girl]

Rich....long detox road?You can only go as far as you can see.then when you get there,you will see further. Take it one footstep at a time.A journey of a thousand miles begins with one step.One minute at a time,one hour at a time,one day at a time,one month..etc.

[rich.sachs]

correct, artgirly. like i said in my previous post, i may not have time for this website for awhile, but thanks for posting.:)


Rich....long detox road?You can only go as far as you can see.then when you get there,you will see further. Take it one footstep at a time.A journey of a thousand miles begins with one step.One minute at a time,one hour at a time,one day at a time,one month..etc.