botal1026
07-16-2008, 07:49 AM
Hi-
I posted yesterday, while lurking - in another forum. I find the info out there overwhelming, at times. I have read that alot of people do a Master Cleanse (lemon, water..). Is this necessary and/or what are the benefits to the MC?
I am ready to start this new lifestyle for my health and well being. I have 5 kids: 9,7,5,4 & 2 and I need to be active and healthy for them. I am 36 and feel and look haggard. I feel like my body is one big swollen, puffy blob. Not to mention, I have NEVER taken a family photo because I detest the way I look--I am unrecognizable-compared to what I used to look like. I find myself in stores and think someone is too close in my space--only to realize that the image I caught was my own reflection. Scary-that I do not even recognize who I see looking back at me in the mirror. I feel so detached from myself. Inside of me, I feel like another person. Does this make sense?? As of now, I feel as if I am trapped in a shell of TOXIC, nasty material that is causing horrible effects physically, mentally and emotionally.
Any help and support is appreciated. My husband is wonderful and supports me 100%. As far friends, family and strangers--they think I am a 'freak' hippy for even considering this lifestyle and think something terrible is going to happen to me. Funny how traditional/canned/boxed food has people warped.
Thanks for listening and your support.
Janet:D
I posted yesterday, while lurking - in another forum. I find the info out there overwhelming, at times. I have read that alot of people do a Master Cleanse (lemon, water..). Is this necessary and/or what are the benefits to the MC?
I am ready to start this new lifestyle for my health and well being. I have 5 kids: 9,7,5,4 & 2 and I need to be active and healthy for them. I am 36 and feel and look haggard. I feel like my body is one big swollen, puffy blob. Not to mention, I have NEVER taken a family photo because I detest the way I look--I am unrecognizable-compared to what I used to look like. I find myself in stores and think someone is too close in my space--only to realize that the image I caught was my own reflection. Scary-that I do not even recognize who I see looking back at me in the mirror. I feel so detached from myself. Inside of me, I feel like another person. Does this make sense?? As of now, I feel as if I am trapped in a shell of TOXIC, nasty material that is causing horrible effects physically, mentally and emotionally.
Any help and support is appreciated. My husband is wonderful and supports me 100%. As far friends, family and strangers--they think I am a 'freak' hippy for even considering this lifestyle and think something terrible is going to happen to me. Funny how traditional/canned/boxed food has people warped.
Thanks for listening and your support.
Janet:D