VibinOnLife!
07-08-2008, 07:37 PM
Greetings,
I love reading how euphoric people are on this board! Everyone is healed, healing, or just going from feeling fine to fabulous. I don't really read much though from those who are at the beginning of this journey and feeling the fear and uncertainty.
I am one of the ever growing group of people diagnosed with excellent health and feeling terrible. I know that living foods cure. I have no doubt about that. My concern is my mental outlook. I find myself...as I begin this journey again...going from moments of happiness that I'm taking better care of myself, to moments of stomach-dropping fear that maybe I started too late. Has this happened to anyone here?
I'm a pretty optimistic person, but I still feel like "I know it worked for them, but what about what I'M going through?" It reminds me of this video that I saw where the woman was drinking yet another green smoothie, and suddenly went into an angry crying fit because her boyfriend could eat anything that he wanted whenever he wanted and she HAD to stick with the green stuff no matter what. I know you get past that once you see the benefits for yourself. But honestly, I'm not there yet and I have to deal with where I am.
How did you feel when you started this journey, knowing that you had "stuff" that you needed to heal? How did you deal with those creeping "what if" feelings if you had them? How long was it before all of those feelings were replaced by joy and the COMPLETE knowledge that this was working for you? What advice would you give to someone suffering with nagging symptoms, who is doing the nutritional changes, but still dealing with the mental changes that it takes in order to "think yourself healthy"?
Thank you so much. Sorry to be so long-winded. But I was really feeling it today and I just had to release this. And I really pray that I get some responses. I could use all of the help that I can get.
I love reading how euphoric people are on this board! Everyone is healed, healing, or just going from feeling fine to fabulous. I don't really read much though from those who are at the beginning of this journey and feeling the fear and uncertainty.
I am one of the ever growing group of people diagnosed with excellent health and feeling terrible. I know that living foods cure. I have no doubt about that. My concern is my mental outlook. I find myself...as I begin this journey again...going from moments of happiness that I'm taking better care of myself, to moments of stomach-dropping fear that maybe I started too late. Has this happened to anyone here?
I'm a pretty optimistic person, but I still feel like "I know it worked for them, but what about what I'M going through?" It reminds me of this video that I saw where the woman was drinking yet another green smoothie, and suddenly went into an angry crying fit because her boyfriend could eat anything that he wanted whenever he wanted and she HAD to stick with the green stuff no matter what. I know you get past that once you see the benefits for yourself. But honestly, I'm not there yet and I have to deal with where I am.
How did you feel when you started this journey, knowing that you had "stuff" that you needed to heal? How did you deal with those creeping "what if" feelings if you had them? How long was it before all of those feelings were replaced by joy and the COMPLETE knowledge that this was working for you? What advice would you give to someone suffering with nagging symptoms, who is doing the nutritional changes, but still dealing with the mental changes that it takes in order to "think yourself healthy"?
Thank you so much. Sorry to be so long-winded. But I was really feeling it today and I just had to release this. And I really pray that I get some responses. I could use all of the help that I can get.