Nimisha
01-28-2008, 06:54 PM
Ok oh boy my heart’s beating so fast. Here we go
It’s been almost a week and I realized that I missed my cycle. For the last few days I was thinking maybe it will be tomorrow. But something wasn’t right. Today morning just before waking up, my sixth sense gave me the call. What if? But again I brushed it aside. And my inner feeling was urging me. So I woke up and took a home pregnancy test, thinking that I know its not going to be. And then when I look at it there it is in bold “PREGNANT”. My hands started to shake a little, my heart was beating so fast and I almost missed a beat. Oh my god is this for real. I am actually pregnant. I had mixed feelings of excitement, nervous and tensed. It’s hard to explain the feeling but I loved it. And tears started to toll on my face. It’s a strange feeling and a surprise to me.
Almost for the next 30 min or so I was still trying to get hold of myself to accept the fact. I mean I was planning for a baby sometime in a year or so. I wanted my body to be prepared. It’s just been close to a year of me being high raw. But there were lots of ups and downs so I am not even sure if I am ready physically. I didn’t even read any pregnancy related material even to be mentally prepared. I guess that’s why I felt a little shocked and nervous. The whole day at work I could not focus, and yes my hubby was excited too when I told him
I have to get more focused now at least for the sake of my baby. But I am feeling a little nervous. I don’t even have any raw friends who I can talk about it. Are there any pregnant mom’s or moms who can help me? Where should I start from? I am so inspired by jinjee from thegardendiet.com after I saw her pre/post pregnancy pics. She looks so healthy and strong. I want to make my body as strong as possible for the baby's needs.
Oh boy just the thought of pregnancy is giving me butterflies. Can you believe it I am actually going to be a mommy in 9 months :) Wonder how it will feel, to be a mommy and holding the little angel.
http://i167.photobucket.com/albums/u132/beedah2/Smiley/Baby-1.gif
Oh god please, please give me the strength and courage to support my journey.
[I have decided to document my journey in my personal blog, so please let me know if you have any advice/ tips/ resources for a first timer]
my raw journey
http://nimishareddy.blogspot.com/
It’s been almost a week and I realized that I missed my cycle. For the last few days I was thinking maybe it will be tomorrow. But something wasn’t right. Today morning just before waking up, my sixth sense gave me the call. What if? But again I brushed it aside. And my inner feeling was urging me. So I woke up and took a home pregnancy test, thinking that I know its not going to be. And then when I look at it there it is in bold “PREGNANT”. My hands started to shake a little, my heart was beating so fast and I almost missed a beat. Oh my god is this for real. I am actually pregnant. I had mixed feelings of excitement, nervous and tensed. It’s hard to explain the feeling but I loved it. And tears started to toll on my face. It’s a strange feeling and a surprise to me.
Almost for the next 30 min or so I was still trying to get hold of myself to accept the fact. I mean I was planning for a baby sometime in a year or so. I wanted my body to be prepared. It’s just been close to a year of me being high raw. But there were lots of ups and downs so I am not even sure if I am ready physically. I didn’t even read any pregnancy related material even to be mentally prepared. I guess that’s why I felt a little shocked and nervous. The whole day at work I could not focus, and yes my hubby was excited too when I told him
I have to get more focused now at least for the sake of my baby. But I am feeling a little nervous. I don’t even have any raw friends who I can talk about it. Are there any pregnant mom’s or moms who can help me? Where should I start from? I am so inspired by jinjee from thegardendiet.com after I saw her pre/post pregnancy pics. She looks so healthy and strong. I want to make my body as strong as possible for the baby's needs.
Oh boy just the thought of pregnancy is giving me butterflies. Can you believe it I am actually going to be a mommy in 9 months :) Wonder how it will feel, to be a mommy and holding the little angel.
http://i167.photobucket.com/albums/u132/beedah2/Smiley/Baby-1.gif
Oh god please, please give me the strength and courage to support my journey.
[I have decided to document my journey in my personal blog, so please let me know if you have any advice/ tips/ resources for a first timer]
my raw journey
http://nimishareddy.blogspot.com/