ShelShel
01-08-2008, 04:41 PM
I couldn't believe myself just now. I struggled to get through dinner with my children. I wanted to grab their bowls from them as they ate the lovely pasta I had just prepared them. :eek: I just sat there thinking...I can't do this...it's too much...what am I thinking trying for 100% raw? Who am I, where am I, why am I trying so hard to be completely raw????...then like a lightening bolt I ran from the room. Breathing hard...I thought and thought about what I could eat that was raw that would pull this temptation out of me and place me on solid raw ground?
Then it hit me...anything green and I was a goner...so I reached for the raw ice cream...topped it with a fresh squeezed splash of Orange Juice...and some raspberries. Ahhhhhhhhhhh....I could breathe. It was going to be ok after all. I felt myself recovering from near disaster. Phew!
Yet, not two minutes ago...an email newsletter from Martha Stewart's living mag popped up. Like and idiot I sat there looking at a picture and recipe for chili...chocolate brownies...I sat there again gripped with the idea that 100% raw wasn't going to work.
I jumped up from the computer to go wash my face. Breathe...shel...breathe. I looked up into the mirror and hardly recognized the women looking back at me. My skin is almost clear again...the swollen face is gone...and I smiled. Ok...it's ok. I'm just going to wash my face and go get some raw treat before I blow the last great 100% raw 4 days. :rolleyes:
I grabbed a firm...not quite ripe avocado and opened her up. She was so green and yellow...lovely to look at and the firm texture...something I'd never experienced with an avo. A little sea salt...cracked pepper...ahhhhhhh. Divine. It totally hit the spot. Now I'm sipping my last bottle of Kombucha feeling much much better.
Cooked cravings beaten for another day...still standing on solid raw ground. :D Just had to share today's experiences...because up until this evening...I could have sworn I wouldn't ever be tempted by cooked foods again. I sailed through the last three days. LOL
Have any of you ever done this? Gotten really comfortable and had cravings creep up and blind side you???? If so...please share. ;)
Then it hit me...anything green and I was a goner...so I reached for the raw ice cream...topped it with a fresh squeezed splash of Orange Juice...and some raspberries. Ahhhhhhhhhhh....I could breathe. It was going to be ok after all. I felt myself recovering from near disaster. Phew!
Yet, not two minutes ago...an email newsletter from Martha Stewart's living mag popped up. Like and idiot I sat there looking at a picture and recipe for chili...chocolate brownies...I sat there again gripped with the idea that 100% raw wasn't going to work.
I jumped up from the computer to go wash my face. Breathe...shel...breathe. I looked up into the mirror and hardly recognized the women looking back at me. My skin is almost clear again...the swollen face is gone...and I smiled. Ok...it's ok. I'm just going to wash my face and go get some raw treat before I blow the last great 100% raw 4 days. :rolleyes:
I grabbed a firm...not quite ripe avocado and opened her up. She was so green and yellow...lovely to look at and the firm texture...something I'd never experienced with an avo. A little sea salt...cracked pepper...ahhhhhhh. Divine. It totally hit the spot. Now I'm sipping my last bottle of Kombucha feeling much much better.
Cooked cravings beaten for another day...still standing on solid raw ground. :D Just had to share today's experiences...because up until this evening...I could have sworn I wouldn't ever be tempted by cooked foods again. I sailed through the last three days. LOL
Have any of you ever done this? Gotten really comfortable and had cravings creep up and blind side you???? If so...please share. ;)