Zaphirah
11-03-2007, 09:27 AM
I am offically ending my fast today. Today is day 34. I am 6 days short of my goal, but I cannot ignore the signals from my body anymore. For he last 3 days I have been incredibly hungry. I have been day dreaming about food, thinking about food constantly, even in my sleep! My stomach has been in a constant state of growling since wed-thurs. I was hoping to make it to next Friday, but I realized that I have put the # of days above my body's signals. I did not reach my goal weight by 3-5 lbs, but I won't give up on that. I think with raw foods and exercise my body will continue to change for the better. So today I didn't strain my juice. I will do that for 1-2 days, then switch to watermelon juice, then a couple of soaked prunes or dates, then move on to salads. I expect the process to take 4-8 days, depending on how I feel.
So, on one hand I am a little discouraged, but on the other I am proud of my accomplishment, the healing and my commitment to listen to my body rather than "prove" myself with sheer numbers.
Thanks to all of you who have supported me in this journey. Esp justine and starfire-you have been my backbone in all of this. ((((((friends))))))
So, on one hand I am a little discouraged, but on the other I am proud of my accomplishment, the healing and my commitment to listen to my body rather than "prove" myself with sheer numbers.
Thanks to all of you who have supported me in this journey. Esp justine and starfire-you have been my backbone in all of this. ((((((friends))))))