brawdwaybaby
05-18-2007, 09:32 AM
...which ironically starts out with eating SAD macaroni and cheese this morning!:eek:
But here's the good part....last time around I would have said, 'eh, well....I'm still a failure...food still owns me. Might as well screw the rest of the day.'
But this morning, after succumbing to my mom's SAD leftovers, I thought...I really don't WANT to eat SAD the rest of the day. I WANT to eat fruit and veggies and good healthy yummy stuff.
believe me...this is a huge thing for my eating disordered brain to say to myself!!
:D
But here's the good part....last time around I would have said, 'eh, well....I'm still a failure...food still owns me. Might as well screw the rest of the day.'
But this morning, after succumbing to my mom's SAD leftovers, I thought...I really don't WANT to eat SAD the rest of the day. I WANT to eat fruit and veggies and good healthy yummy stuff.
believe me...this is a huge thing for my eating disordered brain to say to myself!!
:D