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Shoney
03-08-2007, 07:49 PM
I have been a vegan since early November of last year. No slip-ups whatsoever in terms of meat, and only in the last month I have had anything with dairy in it, which was minimal. My being vegan has meant that I've been eating a lot of raw-most days are at least 50%. Of course, some days have also been close to zero, some days 95% or even 100. I eat a lot of raw "cheese," salads, vinegar, Ezekiel bread, nuts and seeds and fresh fruit. I drink water, fresh lemon or limeade with maple syrup or herbal tea when I'm thirsty, and except for the past month had no coffee or alcohol whatsoever. I have experimented with colon cleansing in the form of salt water flushes, bentonite and psyllium. Laxative tea is not an option as I used to abuse chemical laxatives, and so using senna causes severe and excruciatingly painful cramping.

At first I lost 10 pounds, which has fluctuated, now it's more like 8. My skin, and only on the left side of my face, has been breaking out like crazy and it has nothing to do with the time of the month. I use organic/vegan skin care products 99% of the time and have tried all my old "tricks" (honey/brown sugar/apple cider vinegar scrubs; chamomile tea, etc.). My periods, which have always been extremely heavy and painful (one time lasted six weeks and required medical attention to keep me from bleeding out), have been getting lighter, PMS symptoms fading FAST, and no cramping now at all which is, to me, a miracle. My cramps were near-debilitating.

This is the thing, though. My face is still breaking out, I'm about 60 pounds overweight, and have tried juicing, the Master Cleanse, etc., but it triggers too much e.d. stuff for me. I am very very frustrated about my weight and skin problems. Not to mention the fact that I am no longer having 5 large easy bowel movements a day, it's more like one small one and I never feel "done" afterwards. I've been breaking out most of my life but NEVER like this, and even if I don't pick at the acne most of the zits leave scars. A part of me is ready to throw in the towel and just go back to eating the way I used to - lots of milk, meat daily, white bread, lots of sugar and diet Pepsi. But I don't want to throw away the improvements in my menstrual cycle. And, hey, 8 pounds down is 8 pounds, you know?

I know our society often expects the instant cure miracle pill and all that, but I don't feel that I do. I have put a tremendous amount of effort (not to mention money) in eating healthy for 4 months and exercising as my back problems allow (and usually I gain weight exercising anyways). But my weight is driving me nuts, I have never been this depressed about it before, and feel, well, a bit down.

Any words of advice, particularly from those who have overcome these things, would be very much appreciated.

Blessings,

Shoney

solarliving
03-08-2007, 08:32 PM
Sounds like you are doing a lot of good things.

The best things for the skin:
Water,
exercise,
carrots
fruits
greens
no coffee

What is e.d.?

lafsalot
03-08-2007, 09:03 PM
Solarliving - I think Shoney was referring to an eating disorder that was triggered by fasting.

Shoney - Congrats on your 8 lb loss! Since you are not yet 100% raw, you are probably still detoxing. Why not take the 30 day challenge and see if you get better results?! Might also help with your elimination problems.

mercystreet
03-09-2007, 07:03 AM
The acne is definately detox. I'd strongly advise you to stay raw and let this run it's course. This exact thing happened to me in my early 20's, and I made the bad mistake of halting the process because I couldn't hack the skin changes.

What happened was, I went on a 30 day detox programme from a book I'd bought. It entailed cutting out everything but fresh, raw fruits and veggies, seeds, nuts and herbs (in other words, you had to go raw for a month :p ), as well as supplements and other detox helpers. A very good detox programme it was, but of course, I knew nothing about healing crises, and it didn't give much detail in the book, so when I started to feel lousy and my skin started to break out like there was no tomorrow, I panicked and bailed.

BIG MISTAKE.

I didn't let the detox run its course, so I stayed as toxic as I'd been, but now with newly acquired cystic acne caused by everything having been stirred up and infection setting in under my skin. Had I gritted my teeth and kept cleansing, it would have all evened out when the toxins had had a chance to be expelled.

It lasted about 5-6 years. I was put on a high dosage birth control pill, which caused many health problems in the long run but didn't get rid of the acne. Then broad spectrum antibiotics which caused many more health problems and a nasty case of melasma all over my face (including a big brown skin-moustache...attractive :eek: ).

I finally got rid of the acne fully and permanently using MSM, and I cleared a few new jawline pimples I'd been getting more recently with liver flushing and eating high raw.

Sorry for rambling, I just had to tell you my experience, because having that acne all through my 20's was a nightmare and it trashed my confidence completely - all because I didn't let my detox run its course.

mercystreet
03-09-2007, 09:17 AM
about the weight.. I couldn't lose weight no matter how healthily I ate on cooked. In two weeks at 100% raw I'd lost 10-12 pounds (it seemed to fluctuate). That is the only way I've been able to lose weight bar fasting.

I'd say go 100% and hang in there. I've read of people not losing weight until a few weeks or even months into going raw, but you have dropped some so I'd say there'll be more to follow.. just stick with it.

Look at some before and after pics for inspiration - I do this when I feel that it's going too slow. It only takes me five minutes looking at how thin and vibrant and how much younger they all look (with no exceptions), to be re-inspired and convinced that this is what I want for the long run.

Hope this helped a bit :o

Sharon in Colorado
03-09-2007, 10:02 AM
I eat a lot of raw "cheese," salads, vinegar, Ezekiel bread, nuts and seeds and fresh fruit. I drink water, fresh lemon or limeade with maple syrup or herbal tea when I'm thirsty, and except for the past month had no coffee or alcohol whatsoever. I have experimented with colon cleansing in the form of salt water flushes, bentonite and psyllium. Laxative tea is not an option as I used to abuse chemical laxatives, and so using senna causes severe and excruciatingly painful cramping.


My thoughts:

I would cease the colon cleansing, as they may be affecting your regularity. Some people become dependant on these therapies in order to eliminate. It may take a while, but eventually your colon will be regular. Using therapies and salt waster flushes is only overstimulating it.

Also, give up the raw dairy, which should be replaced with fruit. In the past I have became very dependent on unpasteurized cheese, I was snacking on that or curbing my hunger with it instead of using fruit.

Try eating some soaked prunes, figs etc and increasing your water intake. You might want to try purching the raw rolled oats here or making your own, stirring that and the soaked prunes or figs in hot water or nut milk for a breakfast meal. Or just drink green smoothies for breakfast.

Also if you are consuming too many fats it will affect your elmination. Keep it low, and your greens and fruit high.

Hope that helps.

solarliving
03-09-2007, 10:10 AM
You can use apple cider vinegar with mostly water as a cleanser to balance ph of skin. I have used tea tree oil straight on a pimple and it dries it up within a couple of days.

Shoney
03-09-2007, 01:07 PM
Thanks to everyone who responded! The cheese I'm referring to isn't raw dairy, but rather the raw cheese made from nuts, seeds, tahini, etc. And e.d. is, yes, an eating disorder.

Still haven't made up my mind what to do, whether to go back to eating SAD (or some modification of it) or keep going raw. Raw has also gotten pretty spendy for me. Argh.

Anyway, thank you ladies so much for your input and sharing your experiences. It helps to know that a lot of the changes take a considerable amount of time.

Blessings,

Shoney