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Springtime
03-02-2007, 02:30 PM
Wow..

I just lurked around in a forum on eating disorders and for the first time I didn't get all insecure about what I was eating, I felt empowered and good about my body.
I thought "I don't ever wanna be thin like that, I want a body I can feel and use"
And this has never happened before. I'm so excited!! I'm healing!!!

Maybe it's raw, maybe it's life, but I've lost my desire to be anorexic. Might sound silly to someone who hasn't been there, but I've had this huge thing for eating disorders, really wanting to hae something that "solves your problems": Bu tnot anymore..!

I'm healing!!

YAY!
/reb
Veganforlife
03-02-2007, 02:33 PM
Oh that is wonderful! Congrads! Raw is so very healing!
Lunar*Fey
03-02-2007, 03:22 PM
Yay!!:D I m very happy for you. That is a huge step in life. I know what you mean to have lost the desire to harm your body, same here. Now I desire a strong, healthy, happy body (and mind and spirit :)) so that I can truly take on the world! I am glad you feel this way too now. Its hard not to let old habits sneak up sometimes, so watch out for them and just keep creating love and light within yourself :)
yay :)
dreamrawalwz
03-02-2007, 08:34 PM
Wow..

I just lurked around in a forum on eating disorders and for the first time I didn't get all insecure about what I was eating, I felt empowered and good about my body.
I thought "I don't ever wanna be thin like that, I want a body I can feel and use"
And this has never happened before. I'm so excited!! I'm healing!!!

Maybe it's raw, maybe it's life, but I've lost my desire to be anorexic. Might sound silly to someone who hasn't been there, but I've had this huge thing for eating disorders, really wanting to hae something that "solves your problems": Bu tnot anymore..!

I'm healing!!

YAY!
/reb

Yay. I'm so happy for you. I will admit, I still frequent those websites. I'm not sure why. I don't get anything out of them. It doesn't trigger me (on a surface level). I'm just terrified to stop going to them, to give them up. It's been a part of me for almost 8 years. Over a third of my life. I can't "let it go" yet. I hope one day I'll be in a place you are.