Purl
01-14-2007, 04:21 AM
I was doing pretty good-and then BAM! I lost it last night. I went cuckoo for Koala crisp and a turkey sandwich. The old binging urge can back after months of not having it at all.
BUT
There is a moral to this story. Everytime I screw up I learn something new about me. As I sat there eating stuff I knew I shouldn't be eating-and eating way too much of it, I realized that I MYSELF determine my own destiny. I decide for myself wether or not I will be a Raw Foodie. Somehow I was kinda just *hoping* to get abundant health and outstanding fitness, without having to do much. But it is ALL in my hands-and I need to decide what I am going to do with this info I have been fortunate enough to find. So I am going to spend my day reading all about raw foods again and refamilairize myself with why I want to do this.
I am going to stop hoping and get busy with the doing. :cool:
BUT
There is a moral to this story. Everytime I screw up I learn something new about me. As I sat there eating stuff I knew I shouldn't be eating-and eating way too much of it, I realized that I MYSELF determine my own destiny. I decide for myself wether or not I will be a Raw Foodie. Somehow I was kinda just *hoping* to get abundant health and outstanding fitness, without having to do much. But it is ALL in my hands-and I need to decide what I am going to do with this info I have been fortunate enough to find. So I am going to spend my day reading all about raw foods again and refamilairize myself with why I want to do this.
I am going to stop hoping and get busy with the doing. :cool: