D'vorah
10-08-2006, 01:24 PM
I lost it two days before my son completed his pre-deployment leave here and have eaten anything and everything I've wanted to, without regard. You don't even want to know.
Thursday I began having gastric symptoms that have since become quite scary, I'm in pain, and I'm afraid. It's probably exactly what I need.
Food doesn't make up for losses in life, it just gives the illusion of "feeling" better about the losses and pain. Quite effectively, obviously or some of us wouldn't keep returning to it. But it doesn't keep my son safe, and it hasn't kept my feelings from erupting in violent dreams ever since he left for Iraq.
Please send healing vibes for my body as I begin again, and all prayers for my son are warmly accepted. I have three other children who are all struggling in life in one way or another, largely including the obvious caring for their brother, please hold them up as well.
Thanks, all,
Deborah, who really wants to feel well and live well
Thursday I began having gastric symptoms that have since become quite scary, I'm in pain, and I'm afraid. It's probably exactly what I need.
Food doesn't make up for losses in life, it just gives the illusion of "feeling" better about the losses and pain. Quite effectively, obviously or some of us wouldn't keep returning to it. But it doesn't keep my son safe, and it hasn't kept my feelings from erupting in violent dreams ever since he left for Iraq.
Please send healing vibes for my body as I begin again, and all prayers for my son are warmly accepted. I have three other children who are all struggling in life in one way or another, largely including the obvious caring for their brother, please hold them up as well.
Thanks, all,
Deborah, who really wants to feel well and live well