Rawadventures
10-02-2006, 08:13 PM
I have not posted in a while, but that has been due to everything going on here and the craziness of life. My dh ended up BACK in the hospital AGAIN a few weeks ago with ANOTHER case of meningitis.... talk about a crazy roller coaster! Thankfully he was only in the hospital 2 weeks this time, but still no insurance.
Well, that is not the reason for my post, just a blurb on the craziness that continues in my life.
I guess the reason for my post is that I am at that "point". I HAVE to get back to 100% raw. There is just too much going on with my health and some of it is really scaring me and really freaking me out. I am giving it all up to the One who is really in charge though, I just know I need to get my part going. I just know that somehow it is now or never. I know that there IS healing out there for me. I have to get myself back on track and moving. Most of you know that the biggest reason for getting off of raw was the various hospitalizations my dh had and then his subsequent unemployment with us having 12 weeks of NO income before I was able to secure a job.
Well, it just hit me tonight while sitting at the computer working that it was "time"... it was "now". I don't have any raw foods other than 3 more bananas (which I have laid claim too and nobody BETTER touch!!), but I do have some green barely powder left over that I had used before and I was telling my friend that I am going to most likely have to start with a water fast supplemented with green barely powder for now. I am willing to give it my all though. It will not be easy and I know that... the stress of everything going on has really thrown me into the SAD eating and make me very vulnerable to the SAD temptations.
Well, I have rededicated myself to RAW as of 9:00 pm on October 2, 2006. Somehow this will work, but as always, I need positive thoughts and encouragement. I just know that I have a child and husband who need me and I want to be here for them and be healthy.
Well, that is not the reason for my post, just a blurb on the craziness that continues in my life.
I guess the reason for my post is that I am at that "point". I HAVE to get back to 100% raw. There is just too much going on with my health and some of it is really scaring me and really freaking me out. I am giving it all up to the One who is really in charge though, I just know I need to get my part going. I just know that somehow it is now or never. I know that there IS healing out there for me. I have to get myself back on track and moving. Most of you know that the biggest reason for getting off of raw was the various hospitalizations my dh had and then his subsequent unemployment with us having 12 weeks of NO income before I was able to secure a job.
Well, it just hit me tonight while sitting at the computer working that it was "time"... it was "now". I don't have any raw foods other than 3 more bananas (which I have laid claim too and nobody BETTER touch!!), but I do have some green barely powder left over that I had used before and I was telling my friend that I am going to most likely have to start with a water fast supplemented with green barely powder for now. I am willing to give it my all though. It will not be easy and I know that... the stress of everything going on has really thrown me into the SAD eating and make me very vulnerable to the SAD temptations.
Well, I have rededicated myself to RAW as of 9:00 pm on October 2, 2006. Somehow this will work, but as always, I need positive thoughts and encouragement. I just know that I have a child and husband who need me and I want to be here for them and be healthy.