Graciebeliever
08-19-2006, 09:42 AM
I woke this morning like I was having a very bad dream.
I felt EXACTLY like I did before I was raw :eek:
Every ache, pain, horrible breath, skin break out, near depression.
WHAT IS GOING ON?? I am 64 days 100% Raw
WHY IS THIS HAPPENING? NO NO NO
First, I made sure I wasn't still sleeping, Then I got myself up slowly and limped to the bathroom and felt the shooting pains in my feet, I looked in the mirror and cried to see myself broken out and looking just terrible. WAIT! I didn't go to bed like this!!
What is going on??? I was in tears.. How could this be??
Then I thought back to some things that I read off a great fasting site,
Emotions and thinking are affected; old memories and negative feelings arise from the dead, like a detox of the soul
Boy this couldn't explain any better how I feel :(
**Somewhat Graphic**
As I stood there washing my face, I felt my bowls "leap". That is the best way I can describe it.
I sat down and Um..... Exploded?
I released a TON of stuff and as I passed it, I felt the EVIL leave me.
I IMMEDIATLY felt better.. I mean A LOT BETTER!
Within minutes my aches and pains were gone, my feelings of despondency were gone and even my face lost that haggard look.
I expected detox, I just wasn't expecting it to be a sudden hit and run YA KNOW?
I spent some time this morning reading and re reading some of the sites on detox and now that I have been through this, I am now having a deeper understanding of what is being said.
It also gives me a sense of confidence that as long as I stay raw and embrace these moments as inevitable and good for me, then I will be just great.
I have heard the detox stories from others here and I never grow tired of hearing how Detox manifests itself because, it is a very personal thing and it happens in such different ways!
The one thing that I am so very please with is, that I did NOT leave RAW even for one second. I admit feeling terrible feelings immediately like all my hard work was in vain and was raw really the right thing for me thoughts but as it turns out it was.............
TRICKY DETOX!!!
I felt EXACTLY like I did before I was raw :eek:
Every ache, pain, horrible breath, skin break out, near depression.
WHAT IS GOING ON?? I am 64 days 100% Raw
WHY IS THIS HAPPENING? NO NO NO
First, I made sure I wasn't still sleeping, Then I got myself up slowly and limped to the bathroom and felt the shooting pains in my feet, I looked in the mirror and cried to see myself broken out and looking just terrible. WAIT! I didn't go to bed like this!!
What is going on??? I was in tears.. How could this be??
Then I thought back to some things that I read off a great fasting site,
Emotions and thinking are affected; old memories and negative feelings arise from the dead, like a detox of the soul
Boy this couldn't explain any better how I feel :(
**Somewhat Graphic**
As I stood there washing my face, I felt my bowls "leap". That is the best way I can describe it.
I sat down and Um..... Exploded?
I released a TON of stuff and as I passed it, I felt the EVIL leave me.
I IMMEDIATLY felt better.. I mean A LOT BETTER!
Within minutes my aches and pains were gone, my feelings of despondency were gone and even my face lost that haggard look.
I expected detox, I just wasn't expecting it to be a sudden hit and run YA KNOW?
I spent some time this morning reading and re reading some of the sites on detox and now that I have been through this, I am now having a deeper understanding of what is being said.
It also gives me a sense of confidence that as long as I stay raw and embrace these moments as inevitable and good for me, then I will be just great.
I have heard the detox stories from others here and I never grow tired of hearing how Detox manifests itself because, it is a very personal thing and it happens in such different ways!
The one thing that I am so very please with is, that I did NOT leave RAW even for one second. I admit feeling terrible feelings immediately like all my hard work was in vain and was raw really the right thing for me thoughts but as it turns out it was.............
TRICKY DETOX!!!