Coriander74
06-25-2006, 11:25 PM
This is my journal entry for today, I'm publicizing it because it will make me do what I say I will.
Lovely time to start trying to go raw right when my period starts... I was doing great up until this afternoon when I got the most awful craving for pancakes. I made them, ate 2 and chucked the rest and chucked the butter, syrup and mix. Because of my bulimia it was a fight not to go puke 'em up, but I fought it and won. I finished out the day with homemade raw tabbouleh - even bought a thermometer so the bulgur wheat wouldn't go over 105. (Not sure if bulgur is considered raw...bought it at Whole Foods Market, didn't say roasted or anything) It was fantastic, I put some avocado in it as well.
Tomorrow I'm going to just do it, clean out my fridge and freezer and cupboards and truck everything over to my parents to see if they need any of it. I hate the feeling of wasting food but I hate the feeling MORE of not feeling healthy and fighting to get into my pants. I refuse to buy bigger clothes. I will not succumb to this lifestyle anymore!
Lovely time to start trying to go raw right when my period starts... I was doing great up until this afternoon when I got the most awful craving for pancakes. I made them, ate 2 and chucked the rest and chucked the butter, syrup and mix. Because of my bulimia it was a fight not to go puke 'em up, but I fought it and won. I finished out the day with homemade raw tabbouleh - even bought a thermometer so the bulgur wheat wouldn't go over 105. (Not sure if bulgur is considered raw...bought it at Whole Foods Market, didn't say roasted or anything) It was fantastic, I put some avocado in it as well.
Tomorrow I'm going to just do it, clean out my fridge and freezer and cupboards and truck everything over to my parents to see if they need any of it. I hate the feeling of wasting food but I hate the feeling MORE of not feeling healthy and fighting to get into my pants. I refuse to buy bigger clothes. I will not succumb to this lifestyle anymore!