mindelicious
05-23-2006, 05:59 AM
Okay so I am in the military & currently spending sometime (a couple months) in Guam. It is so beautiful out here!! I just feel so healthy being here. The sun, the ocean, tropical nature all around, all the fresh bananas, coconut, mangos, hot peppers, papaya, avocados I can eat. (The avocados out here are very different but so good!!) The waters are beautiful and the weather is gorgeous (except for the occasional (well daily) shower).
Yet I am having issues!! I have been tasked to run my squadron snack bar. These people would get rid of me if I had my way with the snack bar. I tried bananas & mangos but they started to turn before anyone bought them & I ended up freezing them for my smoothies. So I am forced to supply sodas, coffee, candy bars, pop tarts, ice cream to my fellow co workers.
My living situation is with three other women in a two bedroom house. These women have the worst eating habits ever!! Ramen noodles, pre-packed WhiteCastle burgers, doritos, potted meat!! It makes me sick but sometimes I just want to munch on some of their salty chips!
So at work, at home, oh next going out with friends---everyone smokes, drinks, and we go to festivals which revolve around meat on a stick. I don't have a vehicle so I kinda have to go along with what everyone else is doing or I sit in my house on base. I smoked for five years and just this year was able to overcome but still it is such a temptation and exactly the same with alcohol.
Anyway sorry for my rant but I never thought I could be in such heaven but still have so much temptation knocking on my door. The past two weeks have been so hard to stay focused on my goals.
I have started a book (it is a pocket sized notebook) in which I made a dedication page to the person I would like to be. On each page I have a goal and details including why, when, how, reward. I have about nine goals right now. After that I am writing a journal describing my journey. Everytime I feel like I am going to crumble I pull it out and release in it. I take it everywhere with me and I have put motivating stickers all over it. I include everything from an agruement on why I should not splurge on a new pair of shoes to everything I had to eat that day and how things make me feel. I am finding this very helpful.
:confused: So here is a shot in the dark--is anyone from Guam?! Staying in Guam?! I would love to be able to find someone out here that has similiar interests on such a crazy island. :confused:
Yet I am having issues!! I have been tasked to run my squadron snack bar. These people would get rid of me if I had my way with the snack bar. I tried bananas & mangos but they started to turn before anyone bought them & I ended up freezing them for my smoothies. So I am forced to supply sodas, coffee, candy bars, pop tarts, ice cream to my fellow co workers.
My living situation is with three other women in a two bedroom house. These women have the worst eating habits ever!! Ramen noodles, pre-packed WhiteCastle burgers, doritos, potted meat!! It makes me sick but sometimes I just want to munch on some of their salty chips!
So at work, at home, oh next going out with friends---everyone smokes, drinks, and we go to festivals which revolve around meat on a stick. I don't have a vehicle so I kinda have to go along with what everyone else is doing or I sit in my house on base. I smoked for five years and just this year was able to overcome but still it is such a temptation and exactly the same with alcohol.
Anyway sorry for my rant but I never thought I could be in such heaven but still have so much temptation knocking on my door. The past two weeks have been so hard to stay focused on my goals.
I have started a book (it is a pocket sized notebook) in which I made a dedication page to the person I would like to be. On each page I have a goal and details including why, when, how, reward. I have about nine goals right now. After that I am writing a journal describing my journey. Everytime I feel like I am going to crumble I pull it out and release in it. I take it everywhere with me and I have put motivating stickers all over it. I include everything from an agruement on why I should not splurge on a new pair of shoes to everything I had to eat that day and how things make me feel. I am finding this very helpful.
:confused: So here is a shot in the dark--is anyone from Guam?! Staying in Guam?! I would love to be able to find someone out here that has similiar interests on such a crazy island. :confused: