04-13-2006, 03:31 AM
Day 1 of 100% raw and counting. For the record, I've fallen off the wagon quite a few times since I started learning about raw a few months ago, so I'm here to renew my committment. What "Caterpillar"? It's from "Hope for the Flowers"... 'How does one become a butterfly?' she asked. 'You must want to fly so much that you are willing to give up being a caterpillar.' I want to give up being a caterpillar. I'm at a crossroads and everything seems to be unraveling. I want to reinvent myself. I recently began therapy, because I was feeling unhappy. I've been doing some real deconstructing and examining my behavior and choices I've made throughout my life. It's time. It's time to change an awful lot of it.