Amethyst_Rain
04-09-2006, 12:42 PM
:D Hello everyone!!! i finally made it back onto the raw bandwagon...hope everyone is rawesomely well...i'm taking it a little slower this time...i'm still eating yogurt and raw cheese and the occasional oats or quinoa...sometimes i'll have some desem bread...i'm doing well like this though...i'm really becoming more aware of my body's needs...
as to what became of me when you didn't hear from me anymore...well...i went hardcore back to cooked and alcohol and drugs and smoking and eating disorders...i think i did it all too fast the first time around...i just went 100% raw right off the bat with no allowances...i couldn't handle it...
anyways, i'm feeling very optimistic...have been sober now for 3 months, as well as no smoking or drugs...and also have been focusing on dealing with my eating disorder...i feel ready to try this again...this time with a little more sense ;)
Amethyst
as to what became of me when you didn't hear from me anymore...well...i went hardcore back to cooked and alcohol and drugs and smoking and eating disorders...i think i did it all too fast the first time around...i just went 100% raw right off the bat with no allowances...i couldn't handle it...
anyways, i'm feeling very optimistic...have been sober now for 3 months, as well as no smoking or drugs...and also have been focusing on dealing with my eating disorder...i feel ready to try this again...this time with a little more sense ;)
Amethyst